I'm ready to see if one God and his no# 1 human are gonna really live up to all the touting.

All things; all..... hmmmm Prove it. Get rid of one just one of my trials in life.

I'm ready to see if fan wank/ caving to fan pressure really gets awards and what is the longtime effect on later work of the "artiste".

I want to know the effect of years of acting like a spoiled ass gets you the happiness you think you deserve and will long for in the future. Or acting unbalanced will lose you points to those who should be there in the end.

Or are we really all tossed salads inside with no compass; and no idea of how to act without being obnoxious. Should we all be so driven by our egos that we cannot even  imagine  an easier peaceful life; or in delusion think it would be boring.

I crave silence and peace; I must have it so I can feel my emotions and how i perceive the world  Before i shoot off my mouth.

I'm sorry but let's be real and graphic..... "Shut UP and listen!" 

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