Pouring my Heart Out

Ok Hi everyone! To answer so of the questions…. I’m 17, I’m still in high school and my boyfriend and I both agree that we want to marry when I finish high school and when I turn 18. My mother has talked to a lawyer and he has said that it would be very hard for her to get a divorce… But she does want to get one and she does want to move and hopefully come with me to Tennesse, maybe not live with me but be in the same area.

My dad doesn’t really Live with us, He works in Washington DC, but when he does come home its hell. And its just very hard to get any point across to him. He’s one of those people who his opinion is the right one know matter what the topic… He’s not happy or proud of me know matter what I do… He’s very critical of everything my mom and I do and he doesn’t believe in privacy of any kind and is always going through my private things …as well as my moms stuff…and if you ask him about it he acts like its his house (HE’s the man of the house) so he has the right to know every little thing in the house and has the right to go through everything. Also when he is here I don’t DARE bring a friend home thats not white and dressed “neat” and “Respectable” or he’ll tell them to leave! He’s very racist and a real B******!!!

I can’t Stand the man !!! I can’t wait to get out of here!!! But I want my mom to come with me! I don’t want to leave her alone with him!

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“to err is human” or is it “the air is human” ?? matt Gideon “Crusade”

“Look for me by the moonlight-
Watch for me by moonlight-

I’ll come to thee by the moonlight,

though Hell should bar the way”

——-The Highwayman

[This message has been edited by Christine Carroll (edited May 31, 2001).]