Re:Back from drinking in FL & getting a shade country in TX

You know Stanelle, I had no idea answering. “What is your heart’s desire” would be such a perplexing question.

Seriously, I wish my family all lived within a 10 mile radius of each other. Since I never had a family that stays together in the same place, as we all get older I find myself wanting that very much.
However there is nothing I would do about that because we all have made our habitation choices based on important reasons individually (and in some cases for my siblings’ children) and we grew up in an atmosphere that greatly values that. So to do something to change that would be to try and change the members of my family’s individual wills – and I would never do that, except maybe continue to keep everyone in touch as much as possible in hopes that if circumstances changed, being closer would become an important criteria for the future.

This is a hard question to answer because I think I am doing my best to pursue my path in this life in faith that it is the correct direction – because that’s not always a clear thing.

I am working very hard to finish my application materials for grad school to the best of my abilities presently. Getting into school is one of my heart’s desires. But what is meant to be is what will happen.
I don’t think what we want is always necessarily what’s best for us.