Posted 1st January 1970
Re:Happy Holidays Saddy & all SadGeezers!!!!
…i still feel i have to apologise for such a miserable post. i wasn’t able to sleep that night, and needed someone to talk to. i tried to get into Sadchat, but not having been there before, these pages loaded up- and i hadn’t got a clue what i could do next. so i posted instead, as it was the closest i could get to “talking” to someone at that time in the morning.
he thinks i’ve accepted it, but the poker face is just a front. but i’ve been off work for the last couple of days- probably a combination of drink and stress. i feel like crap. 😥