Zev or Xev
Ok, well I’m back from THE Thanksgiving from hell, and am delurking just to throw in my two cents.
Wow, I had no idea so many people would comment — it’s shocking, considering my other boards aren’t quite as receptive to my posts. Thanks (beeming smile)…
So I agree with whoever said that Xev is the grown up Zev. And I also feel that Zev loved Kai, whereas Xev has come to a point where she loves him because loving him is habit — something safe, something she is used to (part of her routine). Sadly, I think that mirrors life.
There is a small part of me, however, that feels that Kai did in some way love Zev, but that love died with her. I think he has feelings of friendship and compassion for Xev (afterall, he doesn’t humor her like he does 790 — he is honest with her because he respects her feelings and doesn’t want to give her false hope), but I think whatever romanic feelings may have existed between him and Zev never existed between him and Xev.
Ok, so I’m having difficulty explaining myself because I’m been writing papers ALL day, so I’m gonna rest my eyes and fingers and come back to this when I actually have a brain.
Ciao (as I crawl back into my lurker’s hole)……