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  • #77587
    mandara k
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    I had a dream oh a few night ago, that RDM was coming to kill me for killing his wife.

    I didn’t kill his wife; he killed his wife through bad choices. Cause and effect manifested; i wasn’t even in the same time zone and she died of a complication from a terminal disease.

    I was falsely accused because I predicted her demise. unfortunately, like most people, they do not want to see their connection to all events in their own lives and the interrelatedness of it. I was preparing her, because her karma dictated this; his karma dictated this. I’m just like the piece of paper the lab results come back on.

    He made BAD karmic choices and so must get the effects. No one escapes this; you can lessen it’s effect; but BAD karma of this magnitude will cost blood ….I knew it will cost blood.

    SO, in the dream his pursuit and how long he is behind is well known to me and the reasons why also known because of a companion. A male. He is desperate to protect me and get me to a safe house in another location.

    So the whole dream is about RDM and when his plane will arrive and how quickly can my guardian can get me out of the state and country. And the delays….. like at the airport, his flight is disembarking, mine is embarking eyes lock at the gates, my companion pushes toward me into the accordion and stands with arms folded in front of it. He says “C’mon, try it. I want you to.”

    RDM jumped the barrier cord and heads for him (or well it I don’t think the companion is what we call human) for the walkway, but for once airport security was right there and hauled him off.

    The call after him from “The Companion” (so STrekkie like) was “You did it to yourself; your wife did it to herself, accept that.”

    I finally have the door of the safe house in my sight and who is in the shadows with a knife…….

    Then I woke up.

    #77595
    mandara k
    Participant

    Ya know I was thinking today (yeah yeah, about time) that those lazy punk ass writers blew a wondrous opportunity YET again to explore universal human elements.

    For example, take Gina/Six…. they could easily compare the psyche of one person and the effect on two different people which then becomes a ripple effect for the Cylons finding New Caprica etc…by comparing and contrasting her effect on Baltar and Cain but NOOOOO; they want the shock value of a lessie relationship b/c it hasn’t been done up in sci-fi before.

    You know why the ratings died; cause you can’t READ the muilti-faceted changing audience you do or did have and all the fanfare to play to your Hollywood peer group. I don’t give one thought to them because the whole industry is on shifting sand; always has been, always will be.

    The Emmys are not going to make you better people; thus you won’t get one; look for what makes us better people without slipping to lowest common denominator; aspire for higher and you get higher ideals and ideas. Then you can have an Emmy, capeche?

    #77597
    mandara k
    Participant

    OOOH question? What is the biggest indicator of a stale story?

    How many “new”people you have to bring in for interest.

    This Campbell thing; now the suits are doing casting… heaven help us all. Next it will be WWE wrestlers as the last Cylon models; and we can look forward to body slams, chairs crashing over heads.

    I want to do a re-imagining of a Julia Child cooking show in the CIC too but you don’t see me getting THAT do ya?

    STORY!!!!!! Not just fill in the puzzle pieces between characters to fit in another character. No more BS writing because as my writing teachers said countless times you want to end BIG so it will be remembered.

    but the other end of the spectrum…. if the ratings numbers won’t come back …..screw it ….”I do what i want. ”

    I hope you gotta space suit ’cause if you screw these fans over with a Sopranos like ending; you’ll be a man without a planet.

    Hi, My name is Mudd.

    (sorry thinking about Trekfest)

    “Bu bu but I killed Kirk.”

    Um technically…. i kinda thought he got caught in the nexus; so he nexisized so can you REALLY call him dead?”

    In one reality, but in all others; eh…..

    I wonder who came up with the nexus anyway; that was a kewl concept.

    #77600
    mandara k
    Participant

    Good news for me! My nose growth is benign! It has taken a world of worry off my mind when those the tests came back.

    Too bad they couldn’t do a little tightening here and tucking there while they were at it.

    My face is mine again!

    I am so relieved!

    #77601
    mandara k
    Participant

    I know I know… this is about characters not the story; the hell with the story…. but what if the old girl herself is compromised. Yes the bucket…. woke these 5 herself. She was as asleep as all of them but with all the Cylon linkage with the device in the early portion and the virus and the black-out… and uploads from hotwiring Sharon; well let’s say it switches on when the objective is in site ie… Earth.

    I’m tired of characters…. redeeming qualities have been downplayed too long IMHO, and yes the uglieness of fans has pushed this fatigue to breaking point.

    We all put on blinders to those faults of the people in “our” corner. it doesn’t mean they are not there, but we just turn a blind-eye to them and our own especially when we are under attack. Natural balancing mechanism.

    “Why must people be so negative? Why do they have to post on the board and be so mean?”

    Balance baby; the more negative they are the more off the seesaw is. If tolerance was respected instead of attack of opposing viewpoints; then balance might be acheived.

    Thus is the work of physics.

    Everything seen and hidden comes back to you causes are sometimes not apparent. Sometimes, you are unaware you make them. Realizing that everything that you experience good and bad is a reflection of you is the first step. Realizing that you are controlled by fate only if you cannot free yourself from thinking nothing can change. It can and it will. It’s up to you to change it.

    We are only trapped in the cycle of determinism if we do not choose. Choose to think of better ideals; make better causes even in the midst of bad circumstances.

    Mrs. R, sweetie, I know why you do what you do; it is totally unneccesary, You feel threatened. Why, I’ll never know. You have to believe that the lady staring in that mirror is the same lady you project in words. That is all that is significant. That “man” would be a FOOL to ever leave you. I don’t work well with fools; I’m sure you don’t either.

    Beauty is such a subjective term; I’ve seen a pic of you; I’m not a judge of feminine beauty; it’s not my bag; and it is not important what I think; it’s all about what you think. Are you going to let these barbie doll OC wives dictate was is beauty or are you willing to step up and say phooey on that.

    Go get’em girl; put in your armour and go to battle; let the “man” bring up the rear.

    #77605
    mandara k
    Participant

    The world ended with no warning, and all that was left โ€ฆ was hope.

    Sound familiar, boys and girls…. this is the first line of “About the story” at sci-fi BSG website.

    My question? Where’s the friggin’ hope?

    The only hope I have now is they pull this mess and end it PDQ…

    Now wonder Dowl aged 10 years in 5…. his soul is as dry as a prune.

    He needs less responsibilty; no more show running!

    How does one hydrate a soul…. by changing ideas; by having appreciation; by seeking out life. and new…. um sorry…. ๐Ÿ™„

    where’s the joy, the spontaneity?

    As the karmic fairy godmother; I will stand over Dowl this evening and sprinkle glitter over him in his “crib” and say

    “For your birthday,I give you one desire and one only in this coming year. Choose wisely for the raminifications will effect you long after this year.”

    Oh and RDM’s milestone of another year is tomorrow; explains his patriotism streak.

    #77607
    mandara k
    Participant

    Just a smidge of a rant…. people need to stay out of my e-mail inbox and post on open boards ’cause i don’t open mail from people i don’t know…. this is the nutty age… I don’t know you, you don’t get a glance… you go in the wastebasket or spam or blocked.

    You want to talk… you come here and talk to me and build some trust…. otherwise I haven’t got time.

    I’ve heard too many horror stories about internet horror stories…. the latest yahoo wants to send e-mail titled fantasy. Not interested… sorry I’ve got my fantasy writing…. go and write your own; this isn’t e-mail-girl/call girl …. ๐Ÿ™„ yo! that’s what porn is for.

    You want to write fantasy go log on somewhere that supports it or get your own friggin’ blog…..

    Cripes almighty ๐Ÿ‘ฟ

    I don’t need specs to get people what they need at a very light level; I don’t get involved with specifics because I have a life too; I’m not wearing your ring, you’re not supporting me so you as MR. “Invasion of my Space” don’t get to tell me specifics you have to visualize what you want and take action; I’m just aligning backgrounds’ getting it lined up whens and wheres and that is all.

    Further involvement by me is not needed nor welcomed.

    Jeesh…..

    I’m the roadie….. you are the main act…..

    #77610
    mandara k
    Participant

    A little less chitter chatter and some more action….

    The opportunity for moving forward with not only women’s rights but humanistic rights is here and now… not when your kids are voting age….

    C’mon Lady….. insist there be a panel at every con for women in sci-fi and park your rear there… and if it steps on Mr T’s toes so be it! You know we are not going to see any of your words make it out of a writer’s room; your execs won’t let anything that doesn’t give them money in the hand see the light of day.

    Hell, I’d step on your hubbies toes leg and head if he doesn’t give women sci-fi beyond Lifetime and totally clue him in about relationships; since when have you known that many people in one enclosed space who are total boneheads about amour.

    This isn’t real… this isn’t gritty.

    I cannot believe some idiot didn’t rack him over coals about the strong woman/ lesbian connection. That’s like saying ergo Bonnie Hammer is a lesbian; that reasoning sux.

    I more of an iron fist in a kid glove; it’s easier to use soft power than hard for me; but I can whip that glove off in a heartbeat IF circumstances dictate this. I’m a lesbian in those moments? May be I’m bi…… ๐Ÿ™„ that’s reasoning? That’s stupidity trying to bring in an audience from The L Word or something.

    No. I’m hetero- but i’m not a fool; I don’t change to fit in ANY mold nor do I change for a man. I’d rather be alone.

    And you know what? I miss the innocence of the Dualla/Billy relationship. It didn’t reek of the silly love choices of Season 3; and I miss the tender side of Starbuck like praying for Leoben after he was airlocked.

    Then she took a nosedive off the wacky train and I’m WTF?

    Sometimes art SHOULD reflect RL, RDM; I know I know… your playground is these “character contortions” for interest but put some RL love in it will you and hop to it. Chop chop!

    Or if it too late to repair this in BSG, tuck it in the back of your mind for another project that not all characters have to be that dysfunctional. Not all people act like teenagers with angst when it comes to having a happy life and being loved. You can put sunshine and flowers in life. There can be humor; there can be kindness; there can be light. Every issue doesn’t have to be a political commentary. You ever think not everyone is so gun ho on that portion of life.

    Look, we’re are going to be saturated in politics next year… lighten the load. Social issiues don’t change unless there is action; less talk more action baby.

    *mutters ” Who in heck whizzes in his coffee every morning, yeesh.”

    #77611
    mandara k
    Participant

    Why do you read this thread? Why?

    Is it the need to read something not fabricated by the entrenched fans on a particular board like skiffy or mediablvd, or pick a site.

    I tire of reading the same ideas twisted in a new way.

    I’m way too critical of the show, i know; but at least i CAN be critical here without being banned, or called a cretin.

    I do believe that a fan cannot be a fan if influenced by a “insider”

    I just think that a presence dictates how “fans ” act; there is the lining up for fawning and praise that they wouldn’t give their own, but freely lavish it on a board for an unknown woman.

    Youi call me crazy….. yet dissent, she is up in arms and her cronies break upon you like wave and wave of hate. And they have never met you or her but because of her “name” she gets a bye. She gets a bye!

    Don’t EVEN try to push an agenda lady, no matter how valid it is (women’s rights) because your voice hasn’t been given to you because you are you; you have clout BECAUSE of your husband.

    Mrs. ROn is at this time a hypocrite; using a man to give her clout; it nullifies everything she says about feminism.

    if she came under her own steam. that’s different but then she possibly wouldn’t be touted and get 4 stars on a board that she doesn’t even speak about the show. She is not perfect, no one is; why does she act like it?

    Is this another way of getting around the system? The rest of us have to write for ourselves.

    You see, I think it’s time that the public Moores become silent ; if that is what is needed .

    It’s the same BS as Cheryl Crow expecting us to use 2 squares of TP while she travels in luxury so “WE” need to solve the global warming problem.

    The hypocrisy is stunning.

    Are we a nation of salesman, liars and hypocrites who point fingers at everyone else more readily than look at our part?

    And you wonder why it is so imbalanced; the heat, where it rains.

    #77616
    mandara k
    Participant

    Okay, pop quiz….. which holds interest……

    Clip 1http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoUEtzYkCFw&NR=1

    and clip 2

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTPERP3Du3s

    Which one shows promise as a good story and which one looks like an MTV video.

    Life CANNOT be that crappy; you have to have hope in something or someone; otherwise we’d all be dead.

    It’s time the RTF got some serious hope.

    Really “sigh” I cannot espouse the fact that much has changed in the thought processes from Season 3 to Season 4 except caving to certain groups like the male 18-49.

    In other words, with a few caveats for males 18-49 which is the Pegasus bone and story line thrown to you, this is TV you want to avoid if you are not on anti-depress…. You’ve got a major Mal…. if life is THAT bad. Oh, but that’s not exciting…. it is and it is refreshing when all we’ve seen is bitching at the world and nothing is being done.

    Like this woman’s thread on sci-fi all bitching no action and then they pat themselves on the back for the bitching. You’re giving women that tag again which is if they are strong they are either lesbos or Biatches.

    Words without action and consideration of those actions on others is Biatching and just as ineffective as doing nothing.

    SO, what’s my excuse? And why can I bitch? Because this , as much as i love my Saddy board do or die; is not high traffic and i don’t have any power in decisions about this show so i have a right to bitch if it all goes to hell in a handbasket.

    I actually take some action…. my post count almost 800; some of these ladies thousands.How can you take action; legitimate action that has an impact if you are on a board.

    Turn off the computer! Stop being the idle housewife with a bee in your bonnet and go DO something about it!

    #77617
    mandara k
    Participant

    Whoever is still trying to send me e-mails MUST be an absolute dolt; why waste the time? Oh, but if you must waste time just keep sending them… I’ll just delete and delete and block and report as spam and delete ๐Ÿ˜†

    A song …….

    a song is all my need….. this one came to me at work…. don’t know why?

    This old house once knew my children
    This old house once knew my wife
    This old house was home and shelter as we fought the storms of life
    This old house once rang with laughter
    This old house heard many shouts
    Now she trembles in the darkness when the lightnin’ walks about

    Ain’t gonna need this house no longer
    Ain’t gonna need this house no more
    Ain’t got time to fix the shingles
    Ain’t got time to fix the floor
    Ain’t got time to oil the hinges
    Nor to mend the window pane
    Ain’t gonna need this house no longer
    I’m getting ready to meet the saints

    This old house is getting shaky
    This old house is getting old
    This old house lets in the rain and
    This old house lets in the cold
    On my knees I’m getting chilly
    But I feel no fear or pain
    ‘Cause I see an angel peeking through
    A broken window pane

    Ain’t gonna need this house no longer
    Ain’t gonna need this house no more
    Ain’t got time to fix the shingles
    Ain’t got time to fix the floor
    Ain’t got time to oil the hinges
    Nor to mend the window pane
    Ain’t gonna need this house no longer
    I’m getting ready to meet the saints

    Now my old hound dog lies asleeping
    He don’t know I’m gonna leave
    Else he’d wake up by the fireplace
    And he’d sit there, howl and grieve
    But my hunting days are over
    I aint gonna hunt the ‘coon no more
    Gabriel done brought in chariot
    When the wind blew down the door

    Ain’t gonna need this house no longer
    Ain’t gonna need this house no more
    Ain’t got time to fix the shingles
    Ain’t got time to fix the floor
    Ain’t got time to oil the hinges
    Nor to mend the window pane
    Ain’t gonna need this house no longer
    I’m getting ready to meet the saints

    It happens all the time; some song will stick in my mind…..

    #77618
    mandara k
    Participant

    Gotta take some time away from the ‘puter my lovlies; back spasms are rocking my worlds.

    Some people say if only….

    i had more money

    I had a better relationship

    I had etc…

    I must say if only i could have a stretch of life free from pain.

    The drugs I have make me dopey as hell but survival without them would be hell.

    If only I was free from pain… may be I would stpo being such a biatch to this show and its ancillary.

    My determination, while I’m out of commisssion (flat on my back again) is to infuse positivity on this how no matter HOW I disagree with some points.

    To chant in bed not only for me to overcome this and all my weaknesses but others may do the same; so that when crap comes up they can say without ANY doubt they can overcome it and derive value from it.

    I will get better; i will derive value from this; i will not succumb to pity; I will become stronger.

    mK

    #77619
    mandara k
    Participant

    hey there groovy people;

    I just cannot shake this feeling of”It doesn’t matter what they do with the show, the outcome will not change.”

    I’ve had it for months and months; even if they could write “Emmy’ material from now till the end; the reception and perception of the show will not move into collective.

    I’m really sorry.

    No amount of support from let’s say ten people per board will change this. The edgieness has dulled to a love story.

    Whatever the results of past actions will be… cannot be escaped from….. no matter if you go from the highest mountain to the lowest sea.

    Predeterminism is when you know effects “will ride you down like grass” and you steel yourself to face them. Escapism is running from them, hoping they won’t darken your doorstep when you know they will enter and find you. You cannot escape this.

    Draw your line in the sand Dowl, gird yourself and raise your head

    You must face your demons: they already own pieces of you. If you’ve read “Anatomy of the Spirit” by Caroline Myss you’d know the dis-ease in one’s body is when we block energy from entering and leaving.

    We carry all of our hurts in us from cradle to grave as well as energy blocks. Clear the blocks, you get the energy for creation.

    #77621
    mandara k
    Participant

    flip the pyramid of power…..

    A typical power structure is like so…..

    oops wrong show but Dowl, yo, Dowl are you listening?! Or are are you preening and crowing about your past success? Blah blah blah….

    Shut up and listen…..

    An upright pyramid of power will last as long as the lower tiers allow it to.. The lower tiers (that’s us regular guys) allow for you upper tiers to function and get arrogant and push agendas down our throats and cry foul about cramping your artiste style.

    We long for the reverse pyramid style as a whole (nindividually we want to be on top of an upright pyramid….. well most people do; I’d never feel comfortable until all had the same advantage as me.

    I truly feel this way; it’sa not how this country works; it’s Commie or socialist….. um not really that is why we have a body of legislators for OUR intersts but like those in the pyramid on top they don’t give a shit about us, just like you don’t give a shit about us… oh your cronies or your wife’s cronies but really, an average fan…. pfft.

    In essence in this pyramid of power; you are no different than a George W. Bush of BSG.

    How ya like them apples?

    So. please, no more self- or other stroking speeches; George w. gives us speeches too. I’m not interested. No more excuses… Georgie gives us plenty,

    Value your constituents (fans) and not just your lobbyists or your BSG party people.

    Begin reversing the pyramid; realizing that you may have the ideas for Hollywood but we will decide your future by our entertainment dollars; not those pompous asses at networks. The regular person will and no one else.

    And with 2 million viewers; that’s not much when it could have been moore IF someone didn’t get all arrogant.

    Eat a slice of humble pie and clean out your friggin praise overworn ears.

    Let’s get to work……

    #77622
    mandara k
    Participant

    I’m confused…. first of all, with a strike looming wouldn’t you save money?

    And someone was talking about the downs of Season 3 on sci-fi.

    They think that the women’s thread is going to change the show…. not unless they rewrite the Cain story; it IS the same women’s stereo-type.

    These BSG women started out strong and became “ordinary “caricatures of women; they became Mommy folding laundry or wanting to stay home withthe baby.

    How is giving cancer back to Roslin a bold feminist move?

    And showing a crackpot Starbuck a different view of women.

    make no mistakes ladies it’s going to be as feminist as Xenia the Warrior Princess ๐Ÿ™„

    The wife needs to teach YOUR writers how to write for a modern woman; something you forgot about.

    No, we are in for another season of man pandering; blow up things, Marine maneuvers, etc….

    Mini sodes by the millions are not going to help; you don’t touch the core of anything; Hell, you won’t even do mystical because well that atheist thing.

    I suggest grilled kabobs over rice; a fave for summer faire for me.

    I just have that nagging feeling of twilight for not only a show but a career.

    You will be hard pressed to have this type of effect again.

    I’m sorry but others are waiting for that spotlight; get off the stage BEFORE the hook, okay or it will crush your ego.

    Or may be…. that might be a good idea… Please go ahead and crow ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

    #77623
    mandara k
    Participant

    Will he or won’t he get an Emmy?

    Ahhhh, Dowlie, ya got a nod…. (do something with that hair PLEASE! BEFORE the red carpet….. and a facial and well oh hell some time at the spa or something… ‘Take me down to the Tensity City where the nerves are shot and the show is gritty” Sing that to GNR’s Paradise City….

    And well, it is too soon to tell if it will pay off.

    You know it is good to be aware of our world but there are times to just say F^&* IT! Get goofy and crazy. stop being the BSG first family and get loose.

    Let me tell you I’d go nutty crazy ๐Ÿ˜ฏ (like i haven’t already with this crew) if I had to constantly be on top and lecturing about my position on life, and state of the world, and feminism and religion…

    Shut that crap off and be silly; you don’t have to drink to get to that state; just realize in 50 or less years you won’t be around and that life WILL and does carry on whether you are breathing or not.

    Take Prince’s advice…. “Let’s (All) Go Crazy” and stop being an adult AND a kill joy. ๐Ÿ˜›

    Yikes…..

    Oh and out of interest I did get Carnivale to see it because it interested me for a long time…. I’ll tell you if i see a pattern emerge ( I only have 1st season though) for writing for the Dowl-man… or not. The comments say Season 1 was a little slow but the RDM season moved quickly and perhaps tpp quickly….. Hmmmmm…

    baby it’s all about patterns…. if you can’t see it you can’t alter or change it.

    I won’t be pissy, I promise…. I ‘ll give you a true account and my bent on it but it will take some time.

    I have Kiki’s Delivery Service and The Holiday to get to as well and I’m going out of town for a day…. etc….

    #77624
    mandara k
    Participant

    I guess I need to define what “winning in life means to me.

    We constantly yimmer-yammer about this show and want to give it accolades that ot may at times deserve; and at times NOT deserve; such is the nature of life. They harp constantly about realism and what it means to be human.

    And is it real to think that man is only this animal following his passions and darkness; using his keen sense of instinct and mimic to constantly pull from and manipulate his enviroment to meet those needs.

    But yet his is but a highly evolved monkey.

    Is it real to go the other extreme that man was created by divine presence…. that his every waking moment is tabulated, and counted, and cross-referenced to be here or here or even here for his destiny. Everything mapped out and charted from first breath of life to last. Then, this divine child rests eternally in the clouds, when saying the magic words about belief and a quick I’m sorry to those he had hurt when he carried out pre-determined erring in sin.
    Or one two many errings lead to a fiery eternity; but planned.

    But yet he is divine AND Man, but not as good as some; better than others.

    The hierarchy of the blessed and cursed.

    Ahem….. i cannot buy either of these.

    When I have time let me give you an alternative; one that works for me, but….

    i want to get back to Harry Potter

    and Dowl saw 2 eps of Carnivale; I’m beginning to get a feel for when you put your hand in something.

    And you do much better collaborated work then alone; you must know you need to bouce ideas, right. Not an optional okay, it’s a roundtable when we can fit it in; this is neccessary for creative process for you.

    your best works are collaborated works otherwise you are TOO dark and creepy.

    Comes from fertile imagination and economic stability and more how do I say it… you have base needs met ;in fact over met; so you hunger to spread your wings to other areas of life where you have needs and desire you also need met. in other words you get a tent, clothes and food you go looking for other needs you get a woman and from that kids ; and everything is fime; you yearn for another step.

    This is human, to strive to yearn for that next step of understanding. Though you may have met these needs and have those that will constantly meet those needs and in fact overmeet those needs to the point of smothering…. you will always yearn; you will always burn…. and need and desire.

    That is what it means to be human and it how one learns to convert what one might call the animas in us to the rational intelligent, loving part of the divine us is the reality.

    Not the material stuff, not the power or the praise. all of that is outside of us; a RESULT of this constant struggle; not the goal but the afterthought; not the main meal; the dessert that really can be skipped after a full satisfying meal.

    You Dowl have made dessert your main course in life; of course you’ll look sick’ of course you’ll get sick; you aren’t getting what you need; the food you need for growth.

    Well that is all and enough for now. (more than enough ๐Ÿ˜› )

    mK

    #77625
    mandara k
    Participant

    ๐Ÿ˜€

    Hey Diddle diddle.

    The cat loves to fiddle,

    The Moores stay over the moon,

    The little fans laugh to see such a sight,

    but the sopranos run away with the spoon (or statue or whatever it is.)

    It’s that America ep’ there’s something about that.

    But will BSG win….. No

    will Sopranos win…… most def

    Will it easier or harder to find good work and ideas in the churning future of popular culture….. possibly…..

    Will RDM chart these waters with ease….. in name only but adjustment to what is called for and what he delivers is, at best ……sketchy.

    You have to be able to adjust style…. or you will find a time without work.

    Holy crap in a basket….. I’ve been finally watching Carnivale and man, you thought BSG was dark; …..this sucker is like that dark mineshaft they put what’s his face in. After Pick a Number I seriously thought man I’m nutty but this man is needs some frakin’ help.

    And voila; I came i saw , I helped, I ‘m trying to move on, and well I’m running…away from this. Whe he goes dark he’s scary and nothin’ is pulling him free.

    Inherent darkness, his goes real deep; no wonder Brother Dowl drinks in excess. And cold, the Mother of the chick killed; she’s brassy but cold. people give you all kinds of cover to protect themselves from hurt. Denial, ruthlessness, coldness, silence, aggressiveness, and any addiction.

    We attract to us those of like-mindedness. So, one must ask oneself do I or will in know this person for a reason,a season or for a lifetime?

    Me, the connection is for a season or a duration of finite time less than ten years. This season is nearly done.

    We change throughout our lifetime several times; make sure you two over the moonsters can change together.

    Who can afford your writing if no we cannot watch TV; who will praise you when all around you are those that cannot feed their children. You are an empty voice; a hawker of dark wares no one will buy when despair grips their soul.

    You must grapple this demon to spit out hope. If you want to live on, you must lighten; no one will buy ideas of dark in dark times.

    And not brassy hard hope; “you MUST fell this way because i am a person of import and I tell you to.”

    GO! (I hate that frackin’ answerfor twenty questions, I’d tell you to shove that GO right up your rear; I’m not racing…. I’m not kissing ass to have questions answered with your Almighty hand. You are a scribe; your ideas are gifts, to be given and taken away. Your wife may deify you out of love, and your peers and fans out of loyalty; but I deify no one.

    When you are ready to come off the high mountain you’ve perched yourself on and talk real; you know where I am.

    This hard hope does not capture minds and hearts; it is not true goodness if defended by those that belittle others. That is why joy does not rely on sci-fi; it is false brightness, it is hard, cold and unfeeling…. it is exclusionary and insular.

    It will not last; its foundation is built from greed and need for gratification of egos. Thus it will fail; like all institutions like it before and all that will follow. Without heart, the body dies.

    “Over the moon” ‘snort’ you’re not even in orbit. Stationary you are and stationary you will remain; too much attachment to earthly desires you are; and no room for what I say.

    We are beginning a cycle of spirals downward turn; this is but the beginning; this will worsen; and as you said “what happened before will happen again…” it only takes a few years of drought, to make grit in your eye.

    And we are just as unprepared as our forebearers…. may be even less so.

    And um, if he still smokes and it’s nicotine it’s not an indulgence, it’s addiction. Which means you don’t see when he smokes unless you are in his presence 24/7.

    #77626
    mandara k
    Participant

    So, in other words, after all that nonsense it comes back to a simple premise you reap what you sow.

    If you are in any position of power, let’s say the great Admiral of BSG and your ship enters dark and turbulent waters on your command, who gets the ultimate harvest of tears and pain…. you who issue the orders of course.

    “But…. but ….. it’s not my fault.”

    Ultimately, yes…. yes it is. You led them there; their pain is your responsibility. Be thankful for those who have left; to lighten you resulting load.

    There will be a reckoning….. for all…. and soon.

    #77638
    mandara k
    Participant

    To be reaalllly honest: I’m just not looking forward to watching this show;

    I really don’t want to see Razor and i just don’t feel like getting all depressed again about the characters… or worse bored or even worse indifferent,

    I just fell blase’ about the show; the death of interest and passion.

    May be I’ll watch the last show or two to see how it ends but how they get there; final Cylons….

    *Stifles a yawn*

    meh!

    I’m sticking with movies from now on; then I can be sure nothing ‘goes on after it’s time.’

    Let’s shut down this thread until whenever they end it; there would have to be considerable amounts of tap-dancing to get me to watch BEYOND the ending and cons with BSG; not on your life unless the show got rehauled all of a sudden.

    I also stopped in Carnivale too, bored,,,, but i would put an edge on that show over this show; at least they changed it up with different writers; there was no ‘let’s get the Marines to recon another planet. or throwing someone else in the slammer.”

    Have Marvie lives all! I’ll be back when they actually do something new; not hype, not spin, they actually write and shoot something new and not lamo.

    And you have a panel of BSG women and no one asks relevant questions?

    Are the average BSG fans THAT brain-fried?

    Example, please tell me if and how your character is breaking the “mold” for sci-fi female roles or if are they re-enforcing the stereo-type of women in the genre?

    What issues as women would you like to see futuristic sci-fi women tackle?

    Have we really come far from Barbarella or no?

    mK

    #77644
    mandara k
    Participant

    It’s like watching the fall of a once great nation; but a slow death; each moment a last…..

    Great women do more then swear, ya dipsy-doodle heads; oooh that’s tough, bitching and screwing, and hitting people.

    These aren’t women; these are men writing for women.

    Women are much more complex than this; this opposite poll of domesticated animal vs. rip out your male guts kick ass lesbo feminist.

    This is a rut; great women in history sometimes don’t shout; history making relies on moments of greatness.

    i don’t see an Eleanor Roosevelt, do you? or even a modern icon for current history like a ex-Princess Diana.

    I don’t think they will bury a Starbuck like a Diana do you?

    I cannot believe how numb brains can be; you have to have violence, you have to have war…. all because your middle class life is so devoid of real feeling. Do you really feel that numb inside?

    That is what is really sad.

    Please release me from coast mentality; there is no noblility in this; it is a ploy to get back male viewers with NO story…. there is no plan there is no longer even an entertaining story.

    Yo, Coastites do you have to bleed to feel anymore?

    “…if the minds of living beings are impure, their land is also impure, but if their minds are pure, so is their land. there are not two lands pure and impure in themselves. the difference lies solely in the good and evil of our minds.” The W of ND pg 4.

    So stop blaming others if this country is going to hell in a handbasket and start minding your own.

    As in business and minding what you allow in your thoughts, words and actions. You can never control what others do or say or think but you can certainly mind your own.

    Teesh!!!!!! ๐Ÿ˜ก

    #77645
    mandara k
    Participant

    The feel has fizzled and gone, baby.

    I just don’t have it in me to watch this show.

    I’m finishing up Carnivale and that seems to keep my slight interest though the Scudder find could have been better.

    Boxing unboxing…. yeesh make up your friggin’ mind.

    Boy i can’t wait to rehash all that has gone before so it can happen again :roll:.

    It is definitely not wowing me. “Pick A Number” in Carnivale wowwed me.

    Parts of Occupation ; I sat up straighter in my seat, but no wow factor.

    Some one is too complacent, and when writers get complacent, the story suffers. Play the character card all you want but the talent can only pull a bad story out of a mire so many times.

    And really,truly, I didn’t watch Buffy or Angel, didn’t want to, don’t want to. They are right up there with Smallville, Dr. Who, and various and sundry shows that do not interest me or if i turned it on would not keep my interest.

    I’m an adult; not a teenager; so the networks may aim toward Daddy’s credit card but I have no interest in angst.

    And you tried that last season, did it pay off?

    Nope.

    #77648
    mandara k
    Participant

    If you do this Warehouse show Dowl; I’ll even get you a two for one sale. I’ll give you script for an item but you pay me for a second.

    For cripes sake A Lizzie Borden axe; Like no one has EVER talked about THAT! ๐Ÿ™„

    #77649
    mandara k
    Participant

    Why do these fans think this music to these trailers is the best thing since sliced bread?

    Vivaldi; ya heard of him?

    Of course not, it’s classical music; and it’s been around for centuries. Ya know a lot longer than you or i have lived and it will hopefully be here when we are gone.

    Nobody is gonna remember Brittney that long.

    There are also not going to remember this show either.

    There is something to enjoying a piece of music that will out live you.

    If done well, it’s pure passion in notes

    And so i looked at the crap around the Razor trailer with obvious poorly informed persons that don’t get religion in general and Buddhism in the specific.

    And that negative bashing, well makes me want to run out and be an atheist can i bitch all the time.

    And to be honest i watched the Atheists National conference on CSPAN or something and guess what it was; that group also spent so much time bashing religions and bitching and moaning.

    Then i put in Jesus Camp, the movie…. hate taught to children at an early age; beautiful ๐Ÿ‘ฟ

    Our future; these factions tearing at each other; breeding more intolerance and hate.

    Where’s the love; whether it’s self-policing like atheists and folllowing cultural norms and personal mores or because of a philosophy and a structure of beliefs;

    who the frack cares!

    World peace and tolerance beckon for all people; I don’t care HOW you get to the mindset

    let’s get ‘er DONE!

    #77650
    mandara k
    Participant

    My little song for checking my reality…. I use it when i get bitchy….

    I need it today to check myself….

    from the Eagles

    From the album Hell Freezes Over (1994)

    I turn on the tube and what do I see
    A whole lotta people cryin’ ‘Don’t blame me’
    They point their crooked little fingers ar everybody else
    Spend all their time feelin’ sorry for themselves
    Victim of this, victim of that
    Your momma’s too thin; your daddy’s too fat

    Get over it
    Get over it
    All this whinin’ and cryin’ and pitchin’ a fit
    Get over it, get over it

    You say you haven’t been the same since you had your little crash
    But you might feel better if I gave you some cash
    The more I think about it, Old Billy was right
    Let’s kill all the lawyers, kill ’em tonight
    You don’t want to work, you want to live like a king
    But the big, bad world doesn’t owe you a thing

    Get over it
    Get over it
    If you don’t want to play, then you might as well split
    Get over it, Get over it

    It’s like going to confession every time I hear you speak
    You’re makin’ the most of your losin’ streak
    Some call it sick, but I call it weak

    You drag it around like a ball and chain
    You wallow in the guilt; you wallow in the pain
    You wave it like a flag, you wear it like a crown
    Got your mind in the gutter, bringin’ everybody down
    Complain about the present and blame it on the past
    I’d like to find your inner child and kick its little ass

    Get over it
    Get over it
    All this bitchin’ and moanin’ and pitchin’ a fit
    Get over it, get over it

    Get over it
    Get over it
    It’s gotta stop sometime, so why don’t you quit
    Get over it, get over it

    Let me go and find some peace and appreciation for what i have.

    Peace

    #77653
    mandara k
    Participant

    it is good/bad to be wrong sometimes which means ALL of you to stop buying into the “Chosen One philosophy and realize we all gots it in different ways.

    Let me use this in how to illustrate how most people waste their time…..

    “If you seek enlightenment outside yourself (ie… form others), then your performing even ten thousand practices and ten thousand good deeds will be in vain. It is like the case of a poor man who spends night and day counting his neighbor;s wealth but gains not even half a coin.” TWof ND pg. 3

    So, if you do not shine using your own strengths and are constantly looking and comparing yourself to others; you are counting your neighbor’s wealth.

    Comparing ourselves to others, and either gloating over how superior we are or inferior we seem is animalistic behavior, not the ambrosia of the truly wealthy (wealth in wealth of spirit)

    I read this book by Shery Teper called Beauty and it is a highly moralistic tale.

    I’m going to try to find a quote that is good.

    I guess THAT would take me all night so I’ll paraphrase it; man can create. That stinking, animal full of base desires, can choose to create.

    Creation is a big thing for man…. so is his wisdom…. not cleverness but wisdom; self-awareness is a biggie too.

    I do not want to rehash sci-fi or re-invent it or re-imagine it; I want to make it anew. I want to throw out old ideas and play with new ones. i don’t want a chosen one or a chosen people.

    What’s the point of doing new if part of me knows we will just go back to the uglieness that petty jealousy does and warring sci-fi factions and personality clashes; to the detriment of all.

    I look at the night sky full of stars and i don’t hear all of that crap; I see wonder, possibility….. hope.

    I hope this Razor succeeds beyond my negativity and the negativity of all.

    I hope RDM and DE succeed beyond what they secretly desire for accomplishment but not as a hammer to pound others down but as a fulfillment of their personal potential. Not to use it over others as a animalistic alpha male/ female badge as they are wont to do with all this Emmy hype and constant need to prove something, but as a fulfillment of who they are.

    Not as a gloat but a moment of wonder, humility to the power of creation and appreciation.

    Can that possibly happen with egos; I have hope it can; otherwise are we really THAT lost? And is this our eternal future of darkness and animality?

    #77656
    mandara k
    Participant

    Here we go again; pushing an egoist agenda.

    Cease and desist! Why much you shove this Emmy nod down our throats and tote Hollywood as the new Jerusulem?

    Like they have a serious grasp on the ideals of the rest of the world?

    It’s the Sodom and Gomorah of new ideas and growth; just look at what they spew! I can’t say I’m impressed that THAT man is loved by his peers; peers that fill our video stores with tripe; and are airwaves with crap.

    If Public TV gave him an award; may be…. if he created something they could really use in the classroom (not war related)or some certificate from the UN… may be. or even an honorary Doctorate; then I might be impressed (depends on the college).

    The Emmy’s; his peers…. not at all.

    Look Mrs. Lady I hate your agenda; I understand it is part of the wife thing but I still hate your agenda; spin and push, spin and push.

    If it has true merit it could stand on its own, capeche?

    And you use up your good karma like you have it in infinite supply.

    Shush! And let things evolve naturally.

    And besides your singing to a choir; a decidedly smaller choir since last year but still smaller.

    And wow, you hated, if I remember these eps; but when it comes to stroking the ego of “my husband” you are right there.

    Um, if i remember, right someone mentioned to him through other channels about flipping sides or showing the other side of a conflict.
    I don’t think it was you.

    Eh, I’m willing to let you, Ms., come with those great award-winning ideas for your hubby; but i won’t wait forever, and i won’t let you ruin his seeking spirit; he has potential that you would kill with your (empty career nest syndrome) to keep him on a short leash. The man loves women, he can look and speak but not touch.

    You can’t create value or create anything worth while on a short leash. It’s repetitive and looks similar to middle -class America angst. “Yawn”

    “And she’s Heart and Soul” I’m thinking of that song from Huey.

    #77657
    mandara k
    Participant

    may be its a bias of mine; but when I think Hollywood types i don’t think sincerity, truthfulness, altruism, or any of those traits I desperately want to cultivate in myself.

    I don’t aspire in my life to make $2 miliion dollars, get pieces of metal and own more stuff and be pandered by people that will kiss ass until you turn away THEN talk about you behind your back and if you hit a slump or crisis, climb over each other to grind you under their heel.

    Those people do not interest me in the least.

    Some, true, are respectworthy, but well they are few and far between.

    It’s as if they have a shellac of kindness and sweetness, and openess that covers some darker motivations and ugliness; like fake storefronts they used in the old West to build up a very ordinary if not dilapidated buildings. All that body consciousness hides a lack of inner spark, inner peace and inner joy.

    Nothing others can “Give” you can create joy, joy is what you give yourself even in the most trying times.

    Some part of this Moore man vacillates between joy and despair. i understand this. It’s possible to reach that balance but YOU have to the work; your wife can’t do it for you. No one can do it; you must do it; the acceptance of who you are fully right here and right now.

    If this is your goal, no one or nothing can take joy and light from you, no matter the circumstance

    No thanks.

    #77663
    mandara k
    Participant

    Why oh why do you read this . C’mon, people you should be crying buckets that your show is ending or having to wait for the ending in 2009 ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

    Who cares?

    I’m not THAT diehard…

    I had a dream RDM came begging at my door with a raggedy wife and kids and I gave them a valuable artifact and they threw it away, because it just looked like a stone; but it was the most valuable uncut diamond the world has ever seen. They cursed me for giving them a stone and derided me.

    They then came back for begging and i kicked them to the curb after calling them the most ignorant people alive; and that nothing of lasting value LOOKS valuable. It starts in rough form.

    You know, this is the fall of this family. When one does not see or appreciate what one has been given and listens only to fantasy non-based reality; you develop a cocoon of ignorance around oneself; constantly fed by loooove but yet not reality.

    I’ll stand by that…. current events savvy….they may be…. but common stones they will remain; with nothing to polish against they cannot cast off the transient and retain (nor find with BOTH Hands) the true.

    They couldn’t find the truth with a sonar/dradis combination.

    What kills a great person, a great institution, a great civilization?
    Have you not learned the age old lesson… re-vamped in the movie 300 recently?

    Not outside forces. Not me, not anything outside; it’s the worm inside; it’s the Achilles heel,of everyone that destroys. The hubris,
    the lies we tell ourselves, the refusal to see what is right in front of us.

    From “On Attaining Buddhahood” And baby if you be talking Zen, you wll ultimately want to obtain it; or like many dabblers you will flit and float all of your life and never find peace.

    “Unless one perceives the nature of one’s life, one cannot eradicate one’s grave offenses.”

    “What grave offenses,” you may ask.

    “Are you kidding me? Everyone has had bad thoughts, words and actions about themselves and others. Lifetimes of them.”

    The “nature of your life”, the pattern’ what you go back to. Do you get angry and lash out, do you despair, do you ridicule others, do you bargain with life, or unfairly treat others. Do you get arrogant, insultive, defensive? Do you lie, or pander to others?

    These can be a part of our true nature… if we don’t see it, how can we change it?

    These traits are not for your betterment, they will kill you one way or another.

    unless you find your inner worm, your inner hook, you will not stop creating bad causes, and sooner or later you will succumb to the evil or innate darkness in your own life.

    Glossing it over will not help you in the long run, at all.

    #77673
    mandara k
    Participant

    I decided to watch The Fifth Element again; I mean we are not talking the best sci-fi around but it did have a touch of a story.

    It actually had humor in… sci-fi! and though it was a classic good vs. evil tale and two Willisque to make it that good; well it had its moments. It was an attempt….

    I know I know there are some animated funny sci-fi; but it is nice to see humor there; I don’t think our future leaders walk around with a phaser up their rears, do you? Or does it have to be soooo dark.

    And um, psst… if you have to tell people you have a sense of humor, or tell them ANYTHING they should be able to deduce for themselves; you are probably building up an ego to hide a not so stellar part of yourself.

    Why? I don’t know… no one can be perfect… not one blessed individual; stop trying to be; work with wots you got; and stop with that silliness.

    Some one is feeling the strain and building/buffering an ego.

    That amazes me; I yam what i yam to quote Popeye.

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